I don’t identify as trans anymore, but by MOGAI standards I’m probably some kind of g-fluid and g-less at the same time, idfk, I just work here
My orientation is “he big” but I’ve always associated hypermasculinity with bi/pan tendencies and macro with power soo make of that what you will
My IRL self oscillates between Victorian matron, housecat, twink with boobs, fiercely protective bodyguard/personal assistant, and demon imp
IRL I’m super firmly on the tiny end of things, but I have cosplayed giant characters before – characters that I normally find sooper bangable – and as soon as that mask is on and my actual body is unrecognizable underneath the costume and I am physically well over a foot taller than everyone in the room and look like I weigh 500 pounds, I am “he big”, no question
The majority of my G/t dreams have involved me being the “he big”; usually some kind of monster, and I am ruthless as fuck
IRL I am addicted to adrenaline (which majorly sucks when you also have adrenal fatigue/insufficiency) and so that’s probably the reason I have no problem “switching”; both can get me my fix, depending
Playing the part of nice, demure giant does nothing for me tho
I’m really not into GTS whatsoever and sometimes I try to parse out why, but most of the time I don’t care. Maybe it’s because I like dudely voices and speech patterns, the way dudes take up space or what body language they employ, the stuff they value and have fun with, the kinds of histories and relationship with society they’re likely to have, and just the fact that the odds are very in my favor of them having a dick and that they love using it
That said, I’d rather get hit on by one girl than ten guys (and lucky for me, I seem to get hit on by girls a lot!)
I have no idea where I’m going with this
But yeah I don’t identify as trans anymore because I had a hysterectomy, and that pretty much ended a lot of my anxiety and existential dread about the gender thing, and I also stopped reading and researching and keeping up with the lingo and just stopped thinking about it or caring, basically. I still rebel against gender norms and shit, but that’s more the rebellious imp in me than some kind of activist